내 스타일로 내 내 내 내 스타일로 에오~ 💙
Retrospective Note 2023: My second and last dance with H1P3. I have only them to thank for helping me break out of my shell in a way only dancing can. For the first time in my life, I really took a chance on something outside of my comfort zone, and it has helped me achieve and discover so many new things, especially as I pursue my music career. Life got in the way and so I had to leave the group, but the lessons I learned from them will last me a lifetime. I cherish this OG crew with all my heart.
I had to come again
And show you that I'd win~ 💙
90s R&B is the BEST R&B
Retrospective Note 2019: Just like how in 2014 I discovered the world of 90s alternative, in 2016, it was 90s R&B and Hip Hop. I grew up listening to Mariah Carey, but she was my only real glimpse into that scene. SO glad I finally made up for that lost time.
I think I lost myself
When I lost my motivation...
A 90s rarity with a SMOOTH guitar ride. This is a sweet song~ 💙
Retrospective Note 2023: For my case, instead of 3 Strange Days, it's been 10 strange years. Post graduation, I lost touch with my inner child, the part of me that keeps life exciting and worth living. It's the part of me that yearns to create with reckless abandon, and with that part of me gone, I fell into a deep depression, which kept my dreams at bay for such a long time. Each year would feature me trying to recapture the motivation I had in my high school years, but it always ended in failure. I've since learned that in order to gain motivation, I'd need to come face to face with why I lost it in the first place. With that said, things have been slowly coming up for me now that I've taken time to reckon with past trauma. Though the last 10 years have been a blur, I feel this current decade is like a second chance for me, and already, progress is being made.
What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be fine, fine, fine~ 💙
Retrospective Note 2019: Man, another artist I missed out on, and is now one of my all time favorites. Her words, her vocals, such raw power that just cannot be replicated. It’s amazing how “Jagged Little Pill” still holds up to this day not just in terms of its musicality, but in terms of its subject matter. If you’ve yet to experience Alanis Morissette’s music, start here.